Can’t sleep…..

an oldy but fitting the mood!
I can’t tell you how much my mind has been racing tonight….sometimes I wonder if it will ever stop……. Had to come & vent. Now after all these years, its my time but what now???
There is one million and three things I want to do, another million places I want to travel……. Another million causes…. I really want to make some type of difference with my life, set an example or as they say….. Be the change!!
MY Dream Job:
I want to travel …..Photographing, painting and drawing day & night, while truly experiencing life again!
Since I am ranting on!
Just to update everyone else…. My deep depression has finally lifted (Thank God for good psycho drugs….LOL well finally, the right ones)…..and my dreams are coming back to life again, I want to live again….. can you believe? thank you God, Again!
Anyway….
While surfing the web…..
I followed the photographer trail tonight, and came across a real inspirational photographer, (Esther Havens) she is young, talented, and doing what she loves while being the change! I followed her to her work assignment a website/store; Tom’s shoes, their cause: They match every shoe purchased to a needy child all over the world! As he says “Nothing too complicated, just by a pair and he gives a pair.”
Thought maybe some of my financially fine friends might want to check out the site. Those suffering the Christmas regrets it might be a little pricy right now.

But here it goes…
http://www.tomsshoes.com/shoes.aspx
Also check out the feed bag:
The FEED bag is designed to raise awareness and funds for hungry children and to help them get into school and out of hunger. Each FEED bag sold will provide a school year of meals for one child in need and give them the hope of an education and a regular meal. Whether you tote your FEED bag to school, work, play, or shop, remember that your bag helped to FEED and educate one child for one school year. http://www.tomsshoes.com/ProductDetails.aspx?CategoryID=11&productID=35

I know I am the last person in the world who should complain, but is there anyone else out there?
I am so thankful... that I have a husband who is supportive of me, well he has been saying so....unfortunately right now things…. are really stretching our relationship. Which, truly stinks, it is almost finally here, and I am looking forward to finally doing my art full time!!! Is this the cause of all this friction that I am feeling from him???
For those of you who know “my love”….. Please give advice…… am I imagining this….
Sincerely the Crazy Mother Caroline