Can’t sleep…..

an oldy but fitting the mood!
I can’t tell you how much my mind has been racing tonight….sometimes I wonder if it will ever stop……. Had to come & vent. Now after all these years, its my time but what now???
There is one million and three things I want to do, another million places I want to travel……. Another million causes…. I really want to make some type of difference with my life, set an example or as they say….. Be the change!!
MY Dream Job:
I want to travel …..Photographing, painting and drawing day & night, while truly experiencing life again!
Since I am ranting on!
Just to update everyone else…. My deep depression has finally lifted (Thank God for good psycho drugs….LOL well finally, the right ones)…..and my dreams are coming back to life again, I want to live again….. can you believe? thank you God, Again!
Anyway….
While surfing the web…..
I followed the photographer trail tonight, and came across a real inspirational photographer, (Esther Havens) she is young, talented, and doing what she loves while being the change! I followed her to her work assignment a website/store; Tom’s shoes, their cause: They match every shoe purchased to a needy child all over the world! As he says “Nothing too complicated, just by a pair and he gives a pair.”
Thought maybe some of my financially fine friends might want to check out the site. Those suffering the Christmas regrets it might be a little pricy right now.

But here it goes…
http://www.tomsshoes.com/shoes.aspx
Also check out the feed bag:
The FEED bag is designed to raise awareness and funds for hungry children and to help them get into school and out of hunger. Each FEED bag sold will provide a school year of meals for one child in need and give them the hope of an education and a regular meal. Whether you tote your FEED bag to school, work, play, or shop, remember that your bag helped to FEED and educate one child for one school year. http://www.tomsshoes.com/ProductDetails.aspx?CategoryID=11&productID=35

I know I am the last person in the world who should complain, but is there anyone else out there?
I am so thankful... that I have a husband who is supportive of me, well he has been saying so....unfortunately right now things…. are really stretching our relationship. Which, truly stinks, it is almost finally here, and I am looking forward to finally doing my art full time!!! Is this the cause of all this friction that I am feeling from him???
For those of you who know “my love”….. Please give advice…… am I imagining this….
Sincerely the Crazy Mother Caroline

Geno.....

Just did this really quick sketch of my boy, Geno!
Hope my friends enjoy this! Remember - when you stop in, say hi you were here!!!!!

BTW:
Missing my NJ crew!!
as always...
sincerely
caroline
aka the original bambi!

Adding more art work.......

Another Portrait.
This is a pencil portrait of a friend. Still looking for someone anyone to Critique my work and give me suggestions, with my ad! Hopefully, constructive advise that would help me to get work. Should i get a pamphlet made up? How are these mailing services? they are so expensive, does anyone know of a way to do mailings with out paying those prices???? any help would be better than none!!!
PLEASE HELP!

drawings.....

I don't believe anyone is viewing or reading..... but i hope if someone does stop by they would leave a comment!!! thankyou!

Opinions please?

Looking for serious critique and possible networking with other artists.....
Having problems with my computers for so long....

Trying this again, bringing over some old work; for review…… for tonight's entry. Hopefully, with this replacement computer, I will upload my new stuff! This weekend.
Please review below.....
Sincerely,
Caroline

my Add... NOT ONE CALL!!!!!


I tried putting together a variety of images into a collage for the add in photoshop. Should I do it differently; maybe a pamphlet? Any suggestions for mailing lists…. Other than paying those horrid prices?
thank you!

a picture half done......
a drawing of Brian.....

OOOOPS....

Here is my new photos and art.... will try and update all week!
http://www.flickr.com/photos/70416835@N00/

trying some photography....

This is my true passion "photography"; but sadly my camera broke recently; when finances get better I will get it fixed. I'm going to post what photos and drawings I can, my recent drawings of "Brian" seem to be to large to upload, and when condensed.... somehow they aren't working....
I hope you enjoy my shots

Setting up

Here I go.... this is a test; trying to creat a blob for my new venture joining Everydaymatters. The art I'm attaching is from various times thru the past years... I've included a wide variety from sketches thru paintings. They aren't in any order (first time using flickr) All comments & suggestions are welcome; http://www.flickr.com/photos/70416835@N00/

I'm far from where I used to be; But hopefully I will mature like fine wine! LOL